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08 Dec 2021 18:24:22
Thanks for sharing.

I have to say that whilst I'm unvaccinated I've been having my own moments of doubt. A friend of a friend who was anti-vaxx died in hospital after his organs shut down recently. It's only one person so hardly a sample size but it struck a chord for some reason. My partner is a consultant doctor and whilst she's totally fine with me making my own decision she does tell me that most of those in ICU at the hospital are unvaccinated. Her friend and colleague (who's a bit of a dick actually lol) who deals directly with the virus says that the majority of the issues he deals with are in unvaccinated people too (at a different hospital).

I'm embarrassed to say the amount of research I've done myself is pretty low but my intuition and things I read in the past led me to want to stay away from the vaxx and try to build natural immunity. At the very least I'm convinced that the numbers have been manipulated the whole way through, that there's a narrative to push as many jabs as possible and that profit is seen as more important than health to those at the very top of the tree.

I'm just not 100% confident in my decision as to what is best. Part of me even thinks if everyone I know and love gets affected by any future side effects what do I really gain from being the only one who doesn't, you know. But yeh I'm just unsure and I'm not here playing the 'concern troll' or any shit like that.

So I was wondering folks:

1) do other people share any of these doubts? (even if you're adamant to remain un-jabbed)

2) what research if any would you point to or recommend for me to dig deeper? (I'm aware there's loads on the site but are there any 'greatest hits' lol)

18 Nov 2021 22:39:19
Your comments are much appreciated Ed032 as is your ongoing search for truth, that you share with us.

I've kept away partly because I don't want to come across like I know better or that we should ignore the darkness altogether. But it seems we agree that keeping a sound and clear mind is important as is uncovering corruption and conspiracy. It's all part of the awakening process. And yes - it is tough! Though best to try and keep as light hearted as possible during these times (not easy)

I'll be sure to share a little more in future, thanks.

18 Nov 2021 22:09:25
There is a category of knowledge that comes from pure Being, or gnosis to give it another term. I've been exploring this side of my consciousness for a few years now and have had a number of experiences during that time. A gradual spiritual awakening if you will, with occasional spontaneous moments of realisation.

There are many blockages to this path though, the main ones being fear or hatred. Which is why I don't dwell too much on the negative these days. It's a paradox that the ones who go looking for truth the hardest often get stuck at the level of negativity that stops them in their track and leaves them feeling as helpless as ever.

We still need people to investigate corruption of course but for anyone struggling with the negativity of it all I would recommend an exploration into self realisation, experimenting with meditation etc. In the end the truth becomes clearer when we tread the path IMO.

Eckhart Tolle is a good starting point. There's also a good youtuber called Aaron Akbe who I find very informative and he's recently started a series called 'the war on consciousness' outlining how the negative forces in this world attempt to restrict our collective shift in consciousness.

I'm still hopeful the we win out in the end though as more people are waking up to consciousness ???????? hope you're all keeping well

31 Oct 2021 11:35:18
I personally think that a lot of dubious theories have been thrown out there to distract from the truth. The most compelling theory I researched back in the day was that several teams, which were a mix of CIA and mafia hitmen, took shots from at least 3/ 4 different angles. These teams had previously been put together to take out Castro but when JFK got in the way they were turned towards him. LHO was a stooge set up to be in the wrong place at the wrong time and was killed by Jack Ruby (a mafia stooge) before he could get his voice heard.

26 Aug 2021 15:59:31
You may be right Ed - we each have our own path.

As an aside, the worlds of spiritual awakening and conspiracy often overlap. There was an interesting Austrian philosopher and mystic known as Rudolph Steiner. I have a number of his books, mainly relating to philosophy/ esoteric thought but I also have one called "Secret Brotherhoods" which outlines some of the secret methods designed to control us. It was written from his lectures in Germany in 1917 where he apparently had close contacts to these Brotherhoods.

From the back "Steiner takes us behind the scenes of external events, revealing the dark world of secret, elitist brotherhoods working to control the masses through the forces of economics, technology and political assassinations". And also Steiner speaks on "the nature of doubles (doppelganger) " and "the abuse of inoculations and vaxs" among other things.

I've not read it yet but it's on my list. Thought I would share in case it is of interest to others, given the topical nature.

26 Aug 2021 15:05:04
No problem Ed033. It's a very enlightening video IMO.

I do still visit and read from time to time. Your work is appreciated! For me personally, I've decided to put my energy into positive pursuits more often than not - I'm keen on the idea of spiritual awakening and self-realisation and to try and influence things from that pov.

I found myself stuck in a negative cycle when I concentrated so much on the corruption and conspiracies going on in the world. Maybe I am weak willed lol. I sometimes wonder if that's one of the elite's tricks - to keep people who see beyond the illusion in an ongoing cycle of fear and anger that they can't do much about 🤔 . which is actually a block to the awakening process.

Anyways, sorry to ramble on! I still think this work is important - especially with the current state of play - so I'll continue to check in from time to time.

25 Apr 2020 10:02:11
I don't think Paul died and was replaced, necessarily, as I stated in my OP. But the clues/ suggestions in the music and art run a lot deeper than just a couple of them doing it 'for a laugh' imo. It would have taken an awful lot of long term planning from even before the writing of Sgt Pepper's.

There is esoteric symbolism placed by the 'hidden hand' in a lot of famous art throughout the ages, from ancient scripture to da vinci's work to Mozart's music to Shakespeare's plays, and also hidden in a lot of ancient architecture etc. One theme that is often referenced in this way is the mystical idea of death and resurrection, which actually symbolises a spiritual rebirth. It's the mythical story told about jesus, osiris and many other figures throughout history. And it's a symbolism that has been deliberately repeated in the beatles material, around Paul, imo.

The question for me is why and who was the driving force behind it? It continued on long after John had died and only Paul and George Martin were around to carry it on.

I appreciate it sounds kinda crazy, but reality often does. Esoteric symbolism is all around us today even (in Hollywood, tv, marketing, pop music etc) but most don't notice it. It's designed for 'the few' I guess.

24 Apr 2020 12:09:42
I am aware of the book Ed033 but not read it. Pretty interesting.

There is a documentary series on youtube called either 'the winged beatle' or 'the rotten apple series' relating to the PID theory. Its put together in a trippy kind of way rather than informative but I enjoyed watching it and did learn plenty.

There is also an interesting book called 'weird scenes inside the canyon' by David McGowan, for those interested in the USA side of the (manufactured? ) hippy scene of the 1960s/ 70s. Lots of links between the music scene, lsd, military industrial complex and a whole string of dubious deaths.

If I remember correctly Ed02 was in that part of the west coast at around the same time frame, although he never entertained any such theories when I brought them up years ago.

24 Apr 2020 08:44:47
I agree with much of what you say and feel like the people involved were linked to the assassinations of the Kennedy brothers too, years earlier. They all have the same feel about them and fulfilled the same agenda of the US military industrial complex.

I've always been interested in the Paul is Dead theories too, not because I necessarily believe the real Paul McCartney did die but there is certainly a lot of clues and symbology in the Beatles music and artwork to suggest that. This esoteric symbology has the feel of 'resurrection' about it much like the story of Jesus or Osiris (Egypt) before him.

The resurrection myth is a story that has been retold endless times throughout history and these symbolic tales are designed to manipulate human consciousness somehow. Perhaps we were supposed to see Paul as the new Jesus, subconsciously?

I always wondered if the Beatles were, in part, a mind control project used to to push certain new themes like free love, drug use etc. Much like the CIA pulling the strings of the emerging LSD scene on the west coast of the USA and promoting these ideals, at the same time.

The 'clean cut' boyband with young impressionable fans morphed into a psychedelic act that glorified drug use much like young Disney kids today (with young fans) turning into sexualised acts overnight. Could have a profound effect on those fans and the way they view the world.

I often wondered what really was the role of George Martin (who later released the Love album - containing more hidden clues) and EMI (who I understand were part of the military industrial complex before turning to making popular music) .

By the way, I'm a big fan of the Beatles music before anyone gets offended 😁 although I've never really warmed to Paul.

24 Mar 2020 16:07:01
So far I've seen or heard rhetoric relating to global vaccinations, micro chips for all (thanks Bill Gates), increased powers for police, reduced rights for the masses. All to keep us safe - of course!

I think we are beginning to see the shape of our future society, if everyone goes along with the furore.

23 Mar 2020 14:01:48
Henry Kissinger in an address to the Bilderberger organisation meeting at Evian, France, on May 21, 1991. As transcribed from a tape recording made by one of the Swiss delegates:

"Today Americans would be outraged if U.N. troops entered Los Angeles to restore order; tomorrow they will be grateful! This is especially true if they were told there was an outside threat from beyond whether real or promulgated, that threatened our very existence. It is then that all peoples of the world will pledge with world leaders to deliver them from this evil. The one thing every man fears is the unknown. When presented with this scenario, individual rights will be willingly relinquished for the guarantee of their well being granted to them by their world government."

09 Mar 2020 19:34:01
We have the power to change our physical reality that exists around us by tapping into our true nature (of mind and soul, as well as body) . We are not helpless nor insignificant as they have us believe. So yes, I would say the controllers are working hard to keep this from us in order to keep us as submissive as possible. An elite goal to control our hearts and minds.

Not that I'm claiming to have broken fully free of the system, far from it. But my opinion is that by coming to the above understanding then helping others to do the same - this is our best chance of breaking free.

It seems to be a case of spiritual warfare playing out in front of us.

08 Mar 2020 13:37:38
I agree Ed033 the universe is created and so are we. The version of reality being fed to us paints mankind as insignificant - which is a major fallacy in my eyes. The scientific theory of evolution has us being the result of a purely mechanistic process with no purpose or meaning.

The current thinking about space has us placed in a tiny corner of an unimaginably vast realm. These perspectives keep the masses in an illusion of total insignificance but the truth is we are far from that. We are very powerful beings but TPTB don't want us realising that.

07 Mar 2020 17:47:17
Yes, almost like they need our consent Ed033 so they leave things as possible to work out. The interesting thing for me though is that when you see through all the deception and get to the ultimate truth - we get the knowledge that we need to empower us and to break free from the system/ matrix that they built around us.

Or at least that's how it seems to me. This is where the lines between good/ evil and light/ dark become blurred. Because by understanding the darkness we can get through to the light, that is the truth about reality.

07 Mar 2020 16:29:27
It's often beguiling to think of how obvious some conspiracies are. From nasa's fakery to towers falling out of the sky in 2001. Its something that bugged me for years.

On the most obvious level it leads one to think - how stupid or brazen are our controllers? But on another level, as I intimated the other day some of us are meant to find these clues / anomalies, in my opinion. The hidden hand at work - looking to aid our understanding and evolution. One soul at a time. When you think of it in those terms the clear anomalies make more sense, even if the concept seems crazy at first.

03 Mar 2020 20:51:02
And just for fun and possibly a little inspiration, a few quotes to ponder;

"Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it is time to pause and reflect. " (Mark Twain)

"History is a set of lies that people have agreed upon" (Napoleon)

"If you tell a big enough lie and tell it frequently enough, it will be believed" (Hitler)

"But once you have a belief system, everything that comes in either gets ignored if it doesn’t fit the belief system, or gets distorted enough so that it can fit into the belief system. You got to be continually revising your map of the world. ” (Robert Anton Wilson)

03 Mar 2020 12:13:29
Hi Southern Monkey, nice to catch up. Thank you! I don't post about football anymore but I've never stopped learning about truth despite being away from this forum for years, so hopefully I will dip in more regularly.

03 Mar 2020 10:51:14
All I will add for now is its best to try not to get too hung up on the negative / destructive things around us, if we can. Just like the 'clues' - the destruction is another challenge for us to understand and overcome imo.

Sometimes you have to see the darkness before you see the light.

The Game of Life is just that. When you rise above it all there is no duality, no dark and light, no good v evil - that's part of the illusion. I imagine that realisation comes towards the end of the process.

Some of the discussion here around the 'nature of reality' really helped me to understand the above.

I hope what I've said makes sense to some folk. Best of luck on your journeys!